Aahh... finally, a new look, for a so-called-new life.  Yeah, I know - I even had the same thought in my mind, which goes like "this curvy-pattern makes a nice wedding card."  Harks!  Bila dah over-ly inspired, that's how it normally goes.  No more 'i want to fly away' or 'freedom' or 'jiwa kacau' kind-of features.  It's all about flowers and butterflies and sleek curves - and purple make such a good colour.  It's the healing process people.  And it's the 'slicing-away-bad-memories' therapy.

Anyhow, upon the design of new layout, normally I write more frequent - just to see how my writings appear on the newly published design...  But, this time around seems different.  I still delay my rantings - that when I want to write it at the moment I feel like writing, the issue already went 'kapooff'.

I guess, maybe it's the nature of work - that requires me to talk for either 1 straight hour or 2 straight hour, or even to the extent of 4 straight hours - that when it's time to write what I want to express, I no longer feel the urgency to update this space.  Which is why I prefer to linger around facebook leaving some short-notes or cooking in the Cafe World game...  Because it is filled only with people that I cherish.

I am currently hooked up with my future studies.  Already got two offer from abroad university - but seems like I have to bypass those tantalising offers and just make do with the local univ.  Hey, at least my univ ranked first in Malaysia (ayat menyedapkan hati).  Application to universities outside Malaysia is much easier than applying for local universities.  I mean, it only takes less than 1 week for me to prepare the documents, and another week to receive the phone call informing me that I already got a place there, and compared with the local univ's that requires details of every single thing that came to the extent of annoying the crap out of me, and another 2 months just to be informed that I'm admitted. 

I'm going for the IELTS test in the next 2 weeks.  Which makes matter worse is to think that my English is getting a bit rusty - and makes it a reason to update this blog every single day in English just to keep up with the pace. 

And - i guess -  I have to stop here to save some issue for tomorrow.  Enjoy the new look.  I know you love it.  It's from my whacky head - and inspired from the Almighty God.  Gratitude!